However, when people saw his behavior, nobody was able to see that he had his destiny to carry all the sin of the world, to be tortured by the sinners, and to do what he had to do no matter whether people understood it or not. Therefore, his beloved disciples might have seen his feeling from the look on his face when he spoke about his death, because he knew that he had to carry a load which no one beside him could bear.
Jesus did not preach many people when he first began his work. First, he tried to collect his disciples one by one and then he taught them the providence of heaven step by step.
As time went on, the name of Jesus slowly became famous. Indeed he knew that his death would come closer when his reputation was growing. After he began his preaching from the region of Galilee, he came to Jerusalem to preach to the Pharisees, scribes, and priests.
He looked like a great man to other people, but he did not enjoy his fame. As the number of his followers grew and grew, his disciples were satisfied, but in contrast Jesus became more depressed. When Jesus arrived in Jerusalem on